I don’t know how to journal anymore. I just go down the rabbithole of awful and misery and everything horrible that’s going on in the world, and what it means in the big-picture.
my Youtube folks talk about “doomers”, the people who say we cannot win, we are in a downward spiral and it’s not even worth the fight. and I just..don’t have the heart. i’m a doomer, a doomer is me, I just don’t have the heart for the fight. so I do what i can. but ..it’s not a lot.
I need to figure out how to take care of me.
