But usually I don’t. I still go on FB, but it just doesn’t do anything for me, I read a few posts, get sucked into the algorithm, shake my head and close it up. The world is horrifying and knowing how much of that crap is fake does not make me want to be on there.
I do miss friends though. I miss having friends. I have very few up here, everyone is already a fully-established adult with a full house, sometimes literally, and there just aren’t enough hours in the day.
Sometimes I miss my old friends, but there’s no way to connect with them outside social media or phone calls, and nobody does that, it’s 2026, and people either do social media or they’re hermits. I mean, I’m sure there are other people, but that’s what it feels like.
I should volunteer and sing and go do things to make friends. But I’m TIRED. and Overwhelmed, pretty much 100% of the time. one or the other or often both. Plus there’s increasing *shame* because of my house. This house, that needs so much work and is so full of stuff as I frantically try to find answers for issues, but also have no money.
I’m tired.
